culture shock

hi MS this is my culture shock
I was young when i was rejected to enter the primary school, so my mom decided to send me to the countryside, where I was accepted , I cried my heart out when I left my parent
It was hard for me to think that I would not see them every day for such a long time
I was just 6 years , and I used to the life with my parent’s help and support
For a girl who had a strange style , everything was a challenge for me : daily life, school, friend, environment … and specially the language and this is my culture schok ;
I feel strange and so sad when my friend asking me for something or when they play a game and I can’t enjoy theme just because I don’t know what they say ,even when I see there reactions , but when I learn “chalha” it’s became so easy and so great .
iknew that it's so bad but i hope you read it